What about me?

Why do I always have to be the one that listens to what others have to say, but when I have to say something I'm neglected?
Why do I always have to be the one that makes sacrifices for the sake of others' happiness when they don't give a shit about mine?
Why do I always put everyone else as my priority when they only see me as an option?
It's always me that plays the "I'm-always-here-for-you" part.
Well guess what? I've had enough, I give and I give and I give, but what am I receiving? A simple "Thank you" would do just fine, but no, nothing.
I have my own life to worry about, I can't always be there for you! You should get that.
I'm mentally exhausted from all this overwhelming drama throwing itself at me everywhere I turn, seriously, stop it. I've had more than enough of this bullshit and I'm tired of being ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU.
Try listening to me for once in your over dramatic life.

The gift of God

Family.

A mother, a father, brothers and sisters. Where can I start with this?

The second you were born, both your parents teared up with tears of joy of seeing their newly born baby, as you grow up they start planning what's best for you to do in life, take care of you, make sure you're happy, get you the right education, give you advice as you go along in life, and most important of all, love you.

At some point you'll form your own group of friends in school thinking you'd have them forever, you ignore your parents' advice about those kids you're hanging out with because you guys are insanely close... Of course, this will lead to fights and arguments with your parents, constantly. Someday, those friends will turn their backs on you and get new ones, erase whatever memory you have with them leaving you with nothing, all you're left with is regret. You regret not taking your parents' advice about those "friends"...

No friend is worth losing your family over.

Parents always know what's best for their children.

Friends come and go, but family is forever.

You're allowed to have best/close friends, but family ALWAYS comes first.

Be thankful for what you have (Your family), a lot of people aren't privileged with having a family. 

Back to reality

Lips kissed with the sound of silence
Eyes wandering at the back of my head
Roaming around in my imagination
Analyzing, reliving, feeling each memory
Faded whispers in my head echoing in my ears
Overwhelmed with those feelings
Yet unable to speak, not even a word
Words tangle up at the tip of my tongue
Then clutter down, one by one like beads from a necklace
My mind's compressed with a thousand ton of thoughts
My words come out in the form of burning tears
Speechless, reality stitched my lips from speaking
As I go on, my heart grows colder
My fragile soul seeks strength
Will you be my savior? Will you be my salvation?
Will you be my escape?
Hold my hand, look into my eyes, mend my wounds
Let the sun shine in my world again