Judge me, see if I cared.

Goth, punk, freak, weirdo, snobby, ugly, cute, preppy, trashy...

And endless list judgmental words that people label each other with. Some might make it a big deal and start changing who they are just to please others.

Some couldn't care less of what other people think... someone like me.

I have been judged before, on what I wear, what music I listened to, what color nail polish I'm wearing.

I'm not going to lie, I used to care and it pissed me off like hell! I tried changing a bit but it still wasn't good enough for them.

That's when it hit me, it's NEVER going to be good enough for them. What I am is what I am, and what I am needs no excuse.

If they didn't like me for who I am, why should I even put an effort into changing WHO I am for them?

I'm happier now that I don't a give a flying fuck what people say about me, they can all go rot in hell for all I care lol.

Never be afraid to be who you are, despite the judgmental comments others may throw at you, never hide behind a fake mask just to make them happy.

At the end of the day, who you are is what makes you unique.

Secret Identity?

Nowadays, the world wide web is crawling with websites such as: Facebook, MySpace, Hi5, Tagged...etc. Those which require basic information about a person and a personal picture, or just any picture.

Some use celebrity pictures, some use a picture of something they like or are currently into (e.g. guitars, kittens, cars,..etc), some might even post their own personal picture which isn't exactly safe.

But what is happening now is that some people are stealing other peoples' personal pictures and post it as their own and pretend to be that person! Without any permission what-so-ever from the picture's owner. How sick is that?? (Sick; Definitely not in a good way!) How can someone possibly do that?? Dead conscience I guess.

In addition to that, some people go further with that crap by using family names that are not theirs' and completely destroying the reputation of that family without even being a member of the family! WTF? Again I say, SICK people, It's epidemic, seriously.

Ok, so bottom line, if you are ashamed of your picture/name/family name...etc whatever, don't even bother starting a profile on any of those sites! PERIOD! Just don't steal another person's identity just to hide yours, that's just retarded, STUPID in so many ways, and irritating to the extreme. There's a saying "It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for what you're not."

Use a nickname instead of your real name, upload a celebrity picture or any other picture that is NOT someone else's personal property, but DO NOT PLAGIARIZE!

Whoever does this, think twice before doing such a stupid move because you could end up screwing up someone's life by using their personal info/pictures.

All goes to waste

In life, you face boundaries, some might be small and easy to cross and some may be enormous and hard to get over.

You work hard, finding your way through this boundary, you ask for directions from this and that, each one leads you to an endless road of mazes!

No signs or directions what-so-ever, you're simply... LOST

Lost in your own way to your own future! Frustrating, depressing...

Just when you thought you found a way to cross this boundary, something comes over and knocks you down and you start all over again.

Some say: "Work hard to reach your goal". What if I worked my brains off and ended up in the same place I started from?

Dead & Gone

I'm standing between the ashes of my burnt soul

I've got nothing left in me

No love, no heart... no feelings

Just let me be in my hollow body

Nothing but the shadow of my broken soul wandering

Look at what I have become

Look at what you've made me to be

Killing me slowly

Sticking that thick knife into my heart slowly to make me feel the pain

In the bed of needles, I twist and turn

Nightmares of memories of the past keep haunting me

Stop the torture, stop the torment

I've reached my limit, I've got no more patience left in me

Leave me alone

Let me be...

Funny

Friendship, the most valuable treasure one can have, yet, you have to work hard to keep this friendship last forever.

We have our ups and downs, cries and laughs...

But there comes a time, when you suddenly feel you are being left behind by your closest friends and loved ones.
A dark shadow of loneliness takes over your life, who will you run to? You just run in circles hoping to find that exit sign to lead you out of this solitude.

An intense mixture of feelings; sadness, loneliness, fear, anger! But where will you let off the steam? Just think about it...

The ONLY person that understands you even when you're not speaking, is just a blur in your life right now. Barely hears you while you're crying your lungs out!

The fear of losing a close friend is saddening.

Taste My Anger

A soul with a lethal combination of chemicals
Acid runs through my veins
A ticking clock, almost reaching the dead line
A fatal body empowered by anger
I scream at the top of my lungs
I scream out every venomous breath
I scream until the ears of every hater bleeds
As they agonize with each word
I slice off their ignorant ears with my razor-blade words
Here I stand in the center of my own execution scene
Mindless lifeless bodies as far as the eye can see
The sun comes up, shines bright on the death scene
Heat so overwhelming, vaporizes each worthless soul to the unknown.